I have this urge to write today. Just one problem: I can’t seem to get anything to come out.
I actually have a number of things that I have been wanting to write about, but they are topics that I need some time to work through and can’t just crank out in an afternoon. And beyond those ideas, I feel like there are so many thoughts fluttering around in my head that I can’t quite wrap my fingers around any particular one of them. This is already the third blog post that I’ve written in an attempt to put some of my thoughts and feelings into words.
I don’t like feeling so unfocused. I’ve written before about how I sometimes have a tendency to just walk through life without any purpose and how much I don’t like that about myself. I think this week/month has just worn me down a little. Some of that has been disappointment, and some has just been being busy.
I hate to get on here and just ramble on about nothing, but honestly, sometimes this is the only way I seem to be able to clear my head and move on from wherever I am stuck. It’s my way of just letting out a scream at the top of my lungs.
Thankfully I am back home now, so I’m planning on taking a shower to wash this day off of me and just start over. This evening, I have plans to hang out with some old friends and that is always refreshing and a great reminder of who I am.
Thanks for letting me ramble on for a minute…